Monday, May 18, 2009

带。。小组的我^

上个礼拜五(15/05/09),是我-esther第一次带小组。。~!!感谢 神帮助我,使整个cg meeting还算顺利~!(除了preaching是由Bryan带,因我想我们都是实习组长,所以就分工共同学习。可是,不知道这是不是对的。。。)H1+H3+H7+H25, 因surabaya+其他人本身的原因,4小组总共6人参与,thx God,使我从最小的作起~! 通过这次的小组,我学习也反省很多,带小组果然是需要学习和呼召~!

1.别只是跟着指示行事,要主动~!(因为jingpei说会收到preaching email,拜五office5pm才开,所以那几天都在等,直到拜五5点左右到office看不到人才打电话问...被骂了。。)
2.没安排到回去的交通,到最后是解决了,但却麻烦到charlie从PJ开车回来载我和nat,安排到peixian的交通12am才回到家,害她被爸爸念,不准来拜六的service...

说实话,那时和隔天的我情绪真的down,我那2天都笑不出来,甚至害怕拜六service无法顺利的带小组。。邪灵正从四面八方攻击我~!感谢主,感谢阿爸 天父~!差遣圣灵和攻击我的邪灵打战,他得胜了,并赢得永恒的胜利!!也感谢主使我能够和远在surabaya的jingpei sms,将我的情况能有个抒发的管道并得安慰~!也使我在短短的时间内看清恶者的计谋,奉耶稣的名破除且得胜!hallehluyah~!!!amen

天父的计划是在我们的设想之外,因他是 神,是拥有超越所有人的智慧,他说的话满有权柄得使我们惊异,并荣耀赞美他的名!要不是通过带小组,怎么会知道上帝要预备我?他们责备我原是出于爱?thx God let peiXian 12am回到家,并不是更迟或甚至没车载回?若事情都要被动的话,每个人也都如此,fga cyc岂不是要瘫痪了?
所以,我一点也不要埋怨和内疚,害怕,伤心,贬低自己,和一切的负面思想都奉耶稣得胜的名不附在。感谢天父这么地爱我,保守我,看穿并脱离恶者的谎言,我是属神的~!amen

wah, so many photos??!

hahahha,hehhehe,huhuhuhu,hmmmmmmm.......
u might b laugh n doubt y im published so much pictures...
bcuz...actually...nothng niah...juz wanna share my thng thru blog niah...after graduated frm high school, then cum 2 KL studied,hw was my life at here...niah...^^
my JB's gang,KL's gang,d place i had been (KL lah), my memories, all here...
picture, is nice. it can help u recall memories,even those tiny thngy, n every second tat we did silly thng...
k lah, enjoy my photos posts.

bwakakaka..~

fga cyc camp~!^^ (my KL church family...)





洗礼。。。(except last 1 is my b'day)





my 20th b'day,celebrated at KL..~~





1-3,Tehji; 4&5,William...(KL)





KL...(3rd,the Curve;4&5,timesquare)